Track List:

  1. What Happened?!
  2. Caught Off Guard (feat. John Paul Sharp)
  3. Make Peace (feat. Visage LaRue)
  4. Seattle is a Lonely Town (feat. Saya Jean)
  5. Don’t Say a Word (feat. Chris Harnois)
  6. Integrity (feat. Jack Tusk)
  7. Enchanting Moment (feat. Emma Wilkinson)
  8. Good People (feat. CarLarans)
  9. In My Lane

What Happened?

Music and Lyrics by John Paul Sharp

Guess what happened on the way to me?
I don’t know , that was why I was asking!
People everywhere, gettin’ younger and younger

I’m not like your average Jack,
Life always happened without making plans.
People that I now, lookin’ older and older.

Looked in the mirror and what did I see?
Someone I don’t know staring back at me!
I just wanna know, what happened?

What the fuck are those tired eyes, they’re saying, “WHY?!”
Why the fuck are those cheeks just hanging?

I’m at the point where they call me sir,
Someone call my mother, they are calling me sir!
Have I lost my androgyny or am I just turning fucking forty?

Oh my God, oh my God, I don’t have a house, a husband, or a child!
I resemble nothing for society, that’s me, but what does that mean?

You got me so
You got me so
You got me
You got
You got me so
You got
You got me so
You got me so fucked  up!

Caught Off Guard (feat. John Paul Sharp)

Music & Lyrics by Manolito Daniel

the differences that made us scatter 
like so many leaves in autumn wind 
you say, you say these things don’t matter 
but they did before and they will again:

we were caught off guard
when life began to get so hard
we were caught unaware
by passions we didn’t share

my main interest was being your lover
I’ll admit to the things i feel
but the rest of the best things that we were
don’t add up to a love that’s real

we were caught off guard
when life began to get so hard
we were caught unaware
by passions we didn’t share

this lovely romance
a victim of circumstance
our chances were so slight

one of the great affairs 
that goes nowhere
and so goes out the light
we were caught off guard
when life began to get so hard
we were caught unaware
by passions we didn’t share

Make Peace (feat. Visage LaRue)

Music & Lyrics by John Paul Sharp

People let their worries get the best
And we get into our own way most of the time, ain’t that right?

I think we’re sick of hashing it out
We know where we stand and no one will move,
Nothing to say, nothing to lose.

When the anger subsides,
When you’re tired of crying,
When you’re hurting inside and there’s nowhere to hide …

You know I never meant to break your heart,
But I did it and I cannot take it back, that’s the facts!

Don’t wanna’ do this no more.
I don’t remember the score.
Let’s just be better than before.

When the anger subsides,
When you’re tired of crying,
When you’re hurting inside and there’s nowhere to hide …

Seattle is a Lonely Town

Music & Lyrics by John Paul Sharp

Saya: “So, how’s dating going for you?”
JP: “Are you fucking kidding me?”

Scruff, Grindr, Instagram, can I find a decent man?
(Hell naw!) What? (Hell naw!) Ay.
Go to the bar, oh my god, who the fuck am I?
 (You’re nobody!) What? (Fucken nobody!) Ay.
A man fucked me for three whole months and little did I know
(he was engaged!) What? (Boy, you got played!) Ay.
After they got married, he asked if I would play, I said
(“Fuck you, I’m not a character in your fucking dream.”)
I’ve been alone, I’ve been in love, but I have not been this fucked up
Since puberty in Kansas (What?) you can kiss my ass because

Seattle is a lonely town, Seattle has some phony clowns
Seattle is the only place where you don’t want to date
Seattle took my self-esteem, Seattle is my lonely dream
Seattle is my home but men are fucking me to death!

Gurl, I thought that it was bad, bein’ a chick, but a gay man?
(Hell naw!) What? (Hell naw!) Ay.
I got catfished by a dumb bish, found out on Facebbok he was
(married!) What? (with three kids!) Ay.
Liar, Liar, dick’s on fire, why are all the single men
(not so!) What? (they ho!) Ay.
They don’t want to tell the truth, so I just gave up on tryin’, boo.
(not right!) What? (not tonight!) Ay.
I’ve been alone, I’ve been in love, but I have not been this fucked up
Since puberty in Sultan (Turks!) you can kiss my ass because

Seattle is a lonely town, Seattle has some phony clowns
Seattle is the only place where you don’t want to date
Seattle took my self-esteem, Seattle is my lonely dream
Seattle is my home but men are fucking me to death!

Don’t Say a Word (feat. Chris Harnois)

Music by John Paul Sharp and Chris Harnois

Integrity (feat. Jack Tusk)

Music & Lyrics by John Paul Sharp

Seems like every where you go,
Folks are spinning fairy tales.
I just need a friendly word from someone who means it.

You have integrity.
You got the right stuff!
Because you say what you mean
And you do what you say
And that makes everything worth living for!
I count on you.

You’re the only one that’s real.
Only one I trust to feel.
Let’s get outta’ here, let’s get away!
How much more am I supposed to take?

You have integrity.
You got the right stuff!
Because you say what you mean
And you do what you say
And that makes everything worth living for!
I count on you.

Enchanting Moment (feat. Emma Wilkinson)

Music by John Paul Sharp
Lyrics by Emma Wilkinson

I think I saw your face
Last night shining in the rain
And my heart wept for you again
An old, familiar refrain

And I think I heard your voice
Among the crowded streets
The voice I tried to fight
But an act I can’t repeat

Will somebody tell me how long its been?
Not in minutes or in years?
Will somebody tell me how long by measuring my tears?

I think I felt your skin
So soft and warm and sweet
You pressed your lips to mine
And all at once, I was complete

Will somebody tell me why I cry?
And I don’t want just the facts?
Will somebody tell me why love’s a thing that my heart lacks?

My heart longs for all the things it never knew.
My face misses your astonishing kisses!
My heart longs for all the things it never had.
My soul lusts for that enchanting moment!

Ahhhhhhh!

Good People (feat. CarLarans)

Music & Lyrics by John Paul Sharp

No, there ain’t nothing like a friend
Someone you can talk to about anything
Someone who shines a light when you’re left in the dark,
Lost in a corner, you reach for me

I can tell you’re one of the good ones
You’re the type of spirit, every body needs some
Thank stars that I got you in my life
And I’m not just saying that
I’ll be fine with you by my side
There’s no obstacles that we can’t crush, no
You bring out the better parts of me,
My best humanity.

And you do the same for me, yes indeed,
You inspire me.
Take this weight off my shoulders, make me feel bolder,
To reach out my hand.

I can tell you’re one of the good ones
You’re the type of spirit, everybody needs some
Thank stars that I got you in my life
And I’m not just saying that
I’ll be fine with you by my side
There’s no obstacles that we can’t crush, no
You bring out the better parts of me,
My best humanity.

In My Lane

Music & Lyrics by John Paul Sharp

No, I know, you’ll never know the pain I felt …

That’s okay, I just have to say,

I never knew it was great in my lane
And I hope that’s the same for you
I never knew it was great in my lane
And I hope you’re okay, I do.

Sometimes, I think of you, how it ended so sad …

That’s okay, I just have to say,

I never knew it was great in my lane
And I hope that’s the same for you
I never knew it was great in my lane
And I hope you’re okay, I do.