1. And So Goes the Heart

Music by John Paul Sharp

2. Anthem

Music by John Paul Sharp

3. Ashes of Time

Music by John Paul Sharp

4. Baby Steps

Music by John Paul Sharp

5. Bonitra Brown Is Back In Town

Music by John Paul Sharp

6. Breakfast Burrito, Haiku

Music and Lyrics by John Paul Sharp

 

Haiku to the Breakfast Burrito!

 

Your tangy ground beef

Your ingredients unknown

I really love them!

Your tangy ground beef!

 

Precious tortilla,

Wrapping in the best food stuffs

Like eggs and those things

Precious tortilla!

 

And eggs fill me up just like those melted cheeses

And that's hot to me

 

Breakfast Burrito, you warm the cold depths in me

This wicked morning

7. Circling Down

Music by John Paul Sharp

8.  Crazy from the Fodder

Music and Lyrics by John Paul Sharp

 

I still have a lot to learn

And I alone have created that ability

But there are things I've learned alone

Like nothing lasts forever like the past

And maybe things harder

Lessons harder to learn

But I'm Crazy from the Fodder

Look at the time I burn ...

 

la da da da da

9. Do You Hear It?

Music and Lyrics by John Paul Sharp

 

Halloween, improvisation is here

What a wonderful evening

You're never here enough for me

You'll find on Halloween ...

You'll find it here ...

On Halloween, improvisation is here

And you'll find it here

And you'll find it here

And you'll find it here

 

10. Falling So Fast

Music by John Paul Sharp

11. Goodbye

Music by John Paul Sharp

12. I'd Rather Be

Music by John Paul Sharp

13. In Your Absence

Music and Lyrics by John Paul Sharp

 

You, you are my friend

I'll love you after all is said and done

'Cause no one takes my heart

Like laughter in the dark with you

 

So come take my hand, every body's hand

Feeling true and that you understand my life.

 

And even though I know you're leaving

I just can't believe it's happening now

I'm sure I'll work it out some how

But I don't want to

Cause you can't make me

There will be a gaping hold In Your Absence.

14. Kitty Meds

Music and Vocals by John Paul Sharp

15. Lazy Days

Music and Lyrics by John Paul Sharp

 

Lazy Days I can't get it together

Get it together, Ooh ooh ooh oooh

 

You think you know, getting through,

Getting over this wasted time.

16. Little Dream

Music by John Paul Sharp

17. Memento Mori

Music by John Paul Sharp

18. Memories of Nicholas

Music by John Paul Sharp

19. Open Your Heart

Music and Lyrics by John Paul Sharp

 

Look, you're here

It's inside the sphere

Open up your heart

Look through from here

Inside the sphere,

You'll never guess what's happening

You'll always find it's freer than mankind

You've got to Open up Your Heart.

Look through the fear

Inside the sphere

You'll never guess what's happening

You'll always find it's freer than mankind

You've got to Open up Your Heart.

20. Smoke Break

Music and Lyrics by John Paul Sharp

 

Some days I feel really overwhelmed

I feel like all I can do is lay down and turn on the tv

There are so many channels

(come on pass it to me, it's not fair, I want a hit)

And most of the time

The channels stress me out

If I'm not hearing about violence or death

I'm being sold religion left and right

Or they want me to buy their cereal because I'm this certain kind of soccor mom.

I only fit in with TLC, Lifetime or Bravo it seems

And even though stations can be tedious,

I need to start taking my smoke break outdoors

Where silence bids me peace of mind and tranquility

Sometimes I just need a place where I can hear myself think

And know that I, myself, am indeed, the only one doing the thinking!

 

(beginning of song)

 

Where, where did I put my keys?

Please help me understand, where I am,

And what is going on in my life

What is up your sleeve?

Oh please, please help me understand

What channel I should be tuning in on

On my own life? well

Nevermind ...

Nevermind ...

 

Oh God, the stars outside are so bright tonight!

Which one do I choose?

I can barely tell them all apart!

Where do I start from here?

Where do I start, falling apart from here?

 

I can feel the stars deceiving me ...

I can feel the stars deceiving me ...

21. Snowflake

Music and Lyrics by John Paul Sharp

 

Like a snowflake,

I am slowly falling through windy currents, how they stir so deep inside of me.

Like a handshake,

the deal was made before it started; startled me into a frenzy of neverending.

 

Never will I come, never will I

Never will I land

Never will I come to the place where the story ends

Never here, never there, everywhere

 

Am I melting?

Is that what dying feels like?

Somehow I can see and feel and breathe the air around me.

This is scary and I am sure I am getting somewhere now because

the wind is slowing down.

 

What will I become? Who will I be?

I can't see the light now

Everything is going to black

Where did that wind go? Give it back!

Let me go, let me go ....

22. Sometimes

Music by John Paul Sharp

23. Starting to Care

Music by John Paul Sharp

24. Technology

Music and Vocals by John Paul Sharp and Paul Michael Escalante

25. The Apology

Music by John Paul Sharp

26. The Forgotten Revolution

Music by John Paul Sharp

27. To Death We Sang

Music and Lyrics by John Paul Sharp

 

Help me ...

Help me ...

I'm stuck in this house

He's coming!

Help me!

I'm stuck in this house

Help me ...

 

Everybody said there'd be a time you'd lose control

you've always got to get it on your own.

On your own ...